I'm tired of people making excuses for other people. you ever meet a friends friend and that person acts like a total prick? then, when you say something to to your friend they respond with "oh, that's just how he is..." huh? he's an asshole. so, that being a known fact makes it okay? the thing is, we're all faulted in many ways. some people are always late. some people steal food off your plate, some people have big mouths. some people are passive aggressive all the time. but definitive personality traits like being an "asshole" or "cunt" are not made ok just cause it's understood by everyone around you. i have friends who are kind of assholes. I'm sure some of my friends think I'm an asshole. that's fine. but when it comes down to it, both these people and I are actually , for the most part, pretty friendly people who abide by the basic rules of interaction with other people. some people, however, are moody faggots. the fucked up thing about them is that they feel entitled to act that way. i dunno what happens to a person when they can just disregard every person around and knowingly act like a prick towards everyone. the fucked up shit is the people around him saying "oh, he's a good guy..you know how he gets.." no, i don't know "how he gets" cause, from my experience he's never not a total dick head. just once i want a friend of an asshole to be like "yeah, he's a total cock, don't waste your time...". that kind of honesty would be like a soft summer breeze on the porch while drinking dos equis, puffin a de la palma and getting a blow job. the funny thing with me (and I'm sure many others) is when someone is being an asshole towards me, part of me wants to be super nice to them. kill them with kindness. it's kinda like testing the water. i feel, if i am being super nice to this person and they STILL act like that, all bets are off. they are forever marked in my book as a piece of shit i want nothing to do with. it reminds me of being in a bad relationship with a girl. until my recent girlfriend, i've been a shitty boyfriend. i didn't really wanted to be around the girl that often. i wouldn't say i was an asshole, but i did asshole things. the thing is, because i was like that, anytime i would truly be sweet, it would be a huge deal and the girl would lose her mind (in a good way). it was bizarre but that's how i feel around assholes. there's always that brief moment they are actually pleasant and you see a glimmer of their good side. you understand how they have friends. I'm left there thinking "maybe he's not a total asshole.". then, two seconds later, as if they caught themselves being human for one moment, the asshole comes roaring back with vengeance.
my point is, if you truly are aware that you're an asshole, stop it. it's not that hard. quit talking down to people. quit making sideways remarks to anyone you meet, quit patronizing people, quit grimacing for no reason and figure out why you're such a miserable shit bag. I'm willing to bet it's not cause you met me. my guess? you got touched.
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